Poetry Attempt...

Ummm.. like.. Hey guys/androids/peeps...

Been feeling thoughtful recently and I tried my hand at some poetry =)

Just some more insight into what goes on in this messed up galaxy of mine.. Umm enjoy or don't enjoy or whatever, as long as at least one of them strikes up some sort of reaction from you, i don't really care...

But anyhoo... I'm off to look for violet stars..

Taraa for now...

Happy Hunting...

and 5683 to all of you's...x...

This Girl

This girl, this shy, quietly deafening ball of insecurities, sits

And thinks, about, everything…

Slowly by slowly getting dragged in and drowned by her own pedantic nature she wonders,

Wonders through her galaxy, her mind, her planet,

The darker the berry the sweeter the juice?

Yet this she hears from the same guys who,

Haven’t yet dared to take even the..

Smallest sip from the cup filled with these apparently sweet juices ever-flowing from the mind and soul of the dark skinned,

she, her, it…

It? As she’s made to feel more and more like an unwanted, unloved object…

She cries and cries, causing her vision to blur as she stares her enemy in the face,

The mirror,

Her reflection, the one thing she fears the most,

And the main cause of her shallow superficial pain,

Cause she sees herself and her life through, grey tinted lenses

And as she tears herself apart trying to fix these “wrongs”

The grey tinted lenses remain, leaving her forever, in this, superficial pain

Elvie(LV) D’Baux

2/3/09

I’m In Something Less than Love

Something less than love,

His eyes on mine shut me off from... everything,

Losing consciousness from sanity,

The morals in my galaxy…

Crumble, leaving me unable to make those strong decisions once seen as wise,

Then he smiles… and now this moment has me buzzing for a while,

See I’m happy when he’s happy, so I grin form the inside, and

Like Cudi I urge him not to look at, but see through me,

Then he’d see truly that I just want to… please him, be…

With him, and anything it takes I would give,

Just for some time alone, with him,

See this less than love feeling has me guessing what you want.

Thinking I talk too much, dress too bright, could be lighter,

So I shut up, dress dull and only stand near lights,

Yet I still go unnoticed…

So I tried paying close attention to the girls who grab yours,

Then drawing up comparisons between them and me,

But all this helped me see was how different I must be,

From you ideal girl, she,

So I give up and stay away so I can’t put you off,

See this less than love feeling has me paranoid,

And keeps me away from you,

So until this less than love pain fades,

I’ll just watch you from afar, laughing with them,

Because I’m happy when you’re happy,

And these salted cheeks? Well they just disguise my grin on the inside.

Elvie(LV) D’Baux

7/4/09